2018-08-24 06:08 am

so close I can taste it

It's been a crazy week or so. Canadians in last weekend, work wife in all of this week & out pretty much every night. I am planning absolutely nothing for the weekend to recharge & figure out how this thing works. I figured out editing yesterday (but the ournal must stay) and want to make it PRETTEH. But first I must slog thru an endless & hellish excel sheet from hell.

There's also a weird spectre of death thing going on. Went to a wake last night for a coworker's dad & the work wife's MIL had a stroke last night. I try not believe that "death comes in threes" thing, but it seems it always does. Kinda takes the air out of a Friday.

But, it IS Friday.
2018-08-23 06:08 am

feels like only yesterday

You know when you wake up from a dream that seems so real that reality seems like a dream? That's what this feels like. Just woke up to an inbox full of notification from my lj days. it is both surreal & wonderful. I still have no idea how to work this thing, but goddamn I am so happy to see you all.
2018-08-22 05:49 am

Silence and darkness and me

I get up super early, way before I need to because it takes me hours to get myself mentally prepared to leave the house and go to work. Thus morning, as usual, I popped into to fb to see what I missed in the world while I was sleeping. As usual, it was a cacophony of political crap and memes and stuff that means more to the people poststing it (I guess) than it does to me.

Then I remembered. I have THIS PLACE now.

I can post about the quiet and not have my cousin’s crazy wife comment ROFLMAO because she has no clue what I mean.

Dudes. It has been too long. My brain has so much stuff that needs release. And that’s the good news & the bad news from the couch on this predawn Wednesday morning in the velvety silence.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
2018-08-21 01:00 pm

and so it begins

new times require new ournals.

here we go.